| Location | Gateshead |
| Age | 1 month, 19 days |
| Date of Birth | 08/10/1988 |
| Date of Death | 27/11/1988 |
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◄███▓▒░░ CHRISTOPHER ░░▒▓███►
◄███▓▒░░ PILKINGTON ░░▒▓███►
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GODBLESS GONE TOO SOON ANGELS.
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PLEASE DO NOT COPY THIS POEM IT WAS SPECIALLY DONE, THANKYOU AUNTIE ROS FOR THIS BEAUTIFUL POEM.
MAMMIE.......
MAMMIE I AM SENDING THIS MESSAGE IS JUST FOR YOU
I WANT YOU TO KNOW JUST HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU TOO
MAMMIE I DO NOT LIKE WHEN I LOOK DOWN AND SEE YOU CRY
I AM STILL LIVING IN YOUR HEART TUCKED INSIDE THERE I DID NOT DIE
MAMMIE I AM HAVING MY BIRTHDAY WITH THE ANGELS LIKE I ALWAYS DO
BUT THAT WILL NEVER STOP ME FROM SENDING KISSES DOWN TO YOU
I SEND THEM DOWN TO YOU EVERY SINGLE DAY TO MAKE YOU SMILE
MAMMIE I WILL SEE YOU AGAIN JUST NOT RIGHT NOW MAYBE IN A WHILE
PLEASE SMILE FOR ME MAMMIE CLOSE YOUR EYES AND SLEEP
BECAUSE I AM RIGHT WITH YOU THE DREAMS THAT I GIVE YOU ARE YOURS TO KEEP
ONE DAY MAMMIE WE WILL ALL BE TOGETHER ONCE MORE
I WILL BE HOLDING OUT MY ARMS WHEN IT IS YOU TIME TO KNOCK ON HEAVENS DOOR
OH MAMMIE I NEARLY FORGOT TO TELL YOU THAT I AM SAFE TIL WE MEET AGAIN
WHEN IT IS YOUR TIME TO COME AND SEE ME MAMMIE I WILL CALL YOUR NAME
I HAVE TO GO THE ANGELS ARE CALLING MY NAME THEY WANT ME TO FLY
WITH MY WINGS OF PURE WHITE LACE JUST LIKE YOU SEE ON THE DANCING BUTTERFLY.......
copyright© Rosalind Roberts 8/10/09
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Dear Lord,
Please take care of all the little angels for us and tell them we love them so much and tell them
not to forget to come and give their mummys a big angel hug and kiss as they sleep, Amen
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ABOUT MY BEAUTIFUL LITTLE BOY CHRISTOPHER
Christopher was born 2lb 7oz, so small and so beautiful.
I went into labour nine week's before i had Christopher, i had to be hospitalised and was to stay in
hospital until i had him, not being allowed out of my bed, i did'nt mind, i thought "as long as my
baby is okay".
Every night you i would go into labour and be taken down to the delivery suite to be monitered and
given injections to stop the labour.
I was transferred from the Q.E Hospital in Gateshead to the Princess Mary Maternity Hospital in
Newcastle after being in hospital for 8 and a half weeks.
I woke up after a few days of being there to find the same pain i always felt when i was in labour
and though here we go again please let my baby be ok. I gave birth to Christopher on the ward and
all i heard was the sweetest tiniest little cry ever, i got a quick look at my beautiful little boy
before the rushed hin off to intensive care.
I phoned my mum and she came straight up to see us, i felt guilty as every night when i would go
into labour my mum would rush up to be with me, and then i had him without her being there.
When Christopher was a week old he had to have an operation on his bowel and was given a colostomy
on the friday night, my mam was due to go on holiday to the USA to see her sister, she did'nt want
to go and i told her to go as Christopher would be fine, it was a holiday she really needed, my mum
worried so much when she was over there about me and Christopher that she ended up haveing a heart
attack and was in intensive care.
I could'nt believe what was happening, then i got the news that Christopher needed another operation
on his bowel, they had to take more of it away, he was so brave and so small to be operated on, i
waited in the chapel of the hospital while the operated talking to my Dad who became an angel when i
was 8 years old, i remember saying "please dad you have one of my little boy's please don't take
another".
Christopher came out of surgery after 3 and a half hour's, i stayed with him night and day, and
although so small he had his wits about him. When he was sleeping i would say to my sister or
whoever was with me, come on lets go have a coffee and he would open his big blue eyes and put his
pet lip out, so i would stroke his little head and tell him "mammie's here sweetheart im not going
anywhere" and off he would go back to sleep again, the doctors said the had never seen such a bond
between a mother and premeture baby so strong before.
When Christopher was 6 weeks old he was taken off his ventilator, mainly because he was trying so
hard to pull it out himself and trying to breathe on his own. I was so proud of him, he was doing so
well and my mum was doing well too in hospital in USA so i was happy.
Then one night Christopher had a lung heamorage and stopped breathing, after half an hour the
doctor's brought him back. He lay there with his eyes taped shut as they would'nt close and were
getting sore.
They gave Christopher a Brain Scan after almost a week but it showed no activity and i was told to
make the decision to have his ventilator turned off.
After so much thought i made the decision for them to turn off his life support, it was the hardest
thing i have ever had to do, i just thought who the hell am i to say whether someone lives or not,
but in truth my sweet little son was'nt living, when they took out the tubes i held him close to me,
it was only the third time i had been allowed to hold him, i held him close and told him how much
mammie loved him and that he was'nt to suffer anymore, after a few minute's he fell asleep and went
to be with his big brother Phillip, now he lives with his angel Nanna and angel Grandad who i know
will take the best care of him, and im sure he is haveing a great time with his big brother Phillip
who i know will look out for him.
Night Night my little angel mammie loves you very much
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An Angel In The Book Of Life Wrote Down My Baby's Birth And Whispered As She Closed The Book 'Too
Beautiful For Earth'
♥ღ♥ I am safely in Heaven, dear ones:
Oh, so happy and so bright!
There is perfect joy and beauty
In this everlasting light.
All the pain and grief is over,
Every restless tossing past;
I am now at peace forever,
Safely home in Heaven at last.
And He came Himself to meet me
In that way so hard to tread;
And with Jesus' arm to lean on,
Could I have one doubt or dread?
Then you must not grieve me sorely,
For I love you dearly still;
Try to look beyond earth's shadows,
Pray to trust our Father's will ♥ღ♥
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ❤Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ❤Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ❤Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ❤Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ
I know I didn't have much time
To spend on earth with you,
But I will always treasure
The things we got to do---
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Like the way your smiling face
Always looked at mine;
Love was always in your touch
And in your eyes did shine.
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I didn't want to leave you,
But God had plans for me,
And so, of course, I had to go--
I hope that you can see.
❤
I know you want to hold me,
And, Mum, I'd like that, too,
But someday we'll have endless days
For all we want to do.
❤
So, till it's time for God to call
For you to join me too,
Remember that I'm waiting here
And always loving you.
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ❤Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ❤Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ❤Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ❤Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ
Saralyn McAfee Smith
OUR ANGEL BABIES......
WHILE I THINK OF EACH BABY ANGEL MY HEART BREAKS IN TWO
KNOWING JUST HOW MUCH EACH MOTHER MISSES YOU
WHILE EACH AND EVERY BABY SNUGGLES UP WHEN IT IS TIME TO SLEEP
IN THE ARMS OF EACH OTHER WHERE WE ARE UNABLE TO REACH
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WE WISH THAT WE COULD SING YOU A LULLABYE EACH NIGHT
JUST TO ROCK YOU IN YOU IN OUR ARMS AND HOLD YOU SO TIGHT
TO SPRINKLE YOU ALL WITH KISSES UPON YOUR BROW SO FULL OF LOVE
BUT WE KNOW YOU ARE SLEEPING WITH ALL THE ANGELS IN HEAVEN ABOVE
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...................’*’NITE NITE ANGEL XX
LIFE IS NOT THE SAME WITHOUT YOU.
THE SUN STILL RISES IN THE EAST
AND DARKNESS FALLS AT NIGHT
BUT NOTHING NOW SEEMS QUITE THE SAME
EACH DAY IS NOT SO BRIGHT
THE BIRDS STILL SING, THE FLOWERS GROW
THE BREEZE STILL WHISPERS, TOO
BUT IT WILL NEVER, EVER BE
THE SAME WORLD WITHOUT YOU
IT,S SO SAD THAT YOU HAD TO GO
YOUR LEAVING CAUSED SUCH PAIN
BUT YOU WERE VERY SPECIAL
AND EARTH,S LOSS IS HEAVEN,S GAIN.
LOVE TO YOU ALWAYS TRACEY XXXX
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Hello From Heaven
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It's me again from Heaven
With a message from above
Feel my spirit all around you
As I sprinkle you with love...
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I have watched you, as your tears flow
I have heard your silent screams
I know you sleep with visions
Of me visiting your dreams...
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I have come and sat beside you
Placed my hands upon your face
Wiped away the many teardrops
I so wish I could erase...
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I have watched you every day now
Seen such pain within your eyes
I just wish that there were some way
I could help you realize...
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I am happy up in Heaven
In this peaceful loving place
Where I will be here waiting
To welcome you with my embrace...
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You will join me here in Heaven
When your time comes you’ll see
Leave your Earthly cares behind you
Travel on to where you’re free...
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I have heard you ask to go now
But there is more for you to do
I promise I'll be waiting
When your time on earth is through ...
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sent by halina and her angels x
Guardian Angel
At times when I am feeling sad
and think that no one cares,
I feel the vibrations of your wings
and know that you are here.
I then feel your tender touch
as you enfold me with His Love.
A yearning prayer has come to earth,
sent down from Father above.
I can never deny your presence.
You fill my heart with song.
All sad thoughts simply disappear,
knowing that I am not alone.
You loan me strength when I give out.
And you raise my courage up.
I can face my troubles head-on
Mortal thanks is not enough.
I will live each day I have
in humbleness and in prayer.
With heartfelt words I'll write
and with all others, share.
Lottie Ann Knox
sent with all my love angel,Godbless,have a nice weekend,all my love halina xxx6 nov xxx 09x
⊱♥⊰ ANGEL WINGS YOU WEAR... ⊱♥⊰~
The day you left broke our hearts
and the tears fell like rain,
but knowing that you now have wings
helps to ease the pain.
⊱♥⊰~⊱♥⊰
We know now when the snow falls
it is Angel dust from you
and when we see a shooting star
our Angel just passed through.
⊱♥⊰~⊱♥⊰
The rain drops do not make us sad
for they are not tears,
but sprinkles of love falling down,
our Angel again is near.
⊱♥⊰~⊱♥⊰
The winter cold has even changed,
Jack Frost no longer exists,
it's now a visit from our Angel
and he's left a special gift.
⊱♥⊰~⊱♥⊰
You also visit in the night,
your wings flutter with grace,
we know now when we awaken
that an Angel has kissed our face.
⊱♥⊰~⊱♥⊰
When the days are warm and bright
and the sun shines from above,
we feel the warmth wrap around us,
you've given an Angel hug.
⊱♥⊰~⊱♥⊰
You are with us at all times,
every day and night,
you try to end the pain we have
and the tears that we still cry.
⊱♥⊰~⊱♥⊰
Though Heaven is your home now
and Angel wings you wear,
you stay close to those you love,
until they join you there.
⊱♥⊰~⊱♥⊰
Written by: Dolly Lee
Have a good weekend, love Christine xxx
If you could see us mammie.
If you could see us mammie ,you'd smile and be at peace,
we're with our heavenly family,their love will never cease,
I play with the angels and philip,we giggle and play hide and seek,
I hide behind clouds but get distracted, and just have to have a peep.
I can see my mammie and family,and i know they miss me,
i know its true,but mammy i'm really happy,though i miss you I really do.
Heaven is really a happy place,one day we will meet again,we can be one big happy family,when we meet each other face to face.
But mammie we haven't really left you,you see we're in your heart ,it beats as one,philip and me we're in your heart forever,so we haven't really gone.
when your lonely, put your hand on your heart,and close your eyes and feel,the love we have for our mammie,our love for you is real.
It never ended because you can't see us,the love is still the same,so mammie dont cry and be sad for us, for no'one is to blame.
when jesus whispered our names we went gladly,we were safe and he made us well,so if you could see us mammie,you'd be happy as well.
The time will come,and we'll be there,to kiss your cheek and stroke your hair,Only god knows when that time will be,so close your eyes and thats where we'll be,
All together for eternity.
written with love for your mammie,margaret
god bless
love vanda xx
5th November 2009
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LOVE JUDE.XX
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