| Location | Gateshead |
| Age | 1 month, 19 days |
| Date of Birth | 08/10/1988 |
| Date of Death | 27/11/1988 |
| Visitors | 16,681 since 24/10/2008 |
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◄███▓▒░░ CHRISTOPHER ░░▒▓███►
◄███▓▒░░ PILKINGTON ░░▒▓███►
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GODBLESS GONE TOO SOON ANGELS.
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PLEASE DO NOT COPY THIS POEM IT WAS SPECIALLY DONE, THANKYOU AUNTIE ROS FOR THIS BEAUTIFUL POEM.
MAMMIE.......
MAMMIE I AM SENDING THIS MESSAGE IS JUST FOR YOU
I WANT YOU TO KNOW JUST HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU TOO
MAMMIE I DO NOT LIKE WHEN I LOOK DOWN AND SEE YOU CRY
I AM STILL LIVING IN YOUR HEART TUCKED INSIDE THERE I DID NOT DIE
MAMMIE I AM HAVING MY BIRTHDAY WITH THE ANGELS LIKE I ALWAYS DO
BUT THAT WILL NEVER STOP ME FROM SENDING KISSES DOWN TO YOU
I SEND THEM DOWN TO YOU EVERY SINGLE DAY TO MAKE YOU SMILE
MAMMIE I WILL SEE YOU AGAIN JUST NOT RIGHT NOW MAYBE IN A WHILE
PLEASE SMILE FOR ME MAMMIE CLOSE YOUR EYES AND SLEEP
BECAUSE I AM RIGHT WITH YOU THE DREAMS THAT I GIVE YOU ARE YOURS TO KEEP
ONE DAY MAMMIE WE WILL ALL BE TOGETHER ONCE MORE
I WILL BE HOLDING OUT MY ARMS WHEN IT IS YOU TIME TO KNOCK ON HEAVENS DOOR
OH MAMMIE I NEARLY FORGOT TO TELL YOU THAT I AM SAFE TIL WE MEET AGAIN
WHEN IT IS YOUR TIME TO COME AND SEE ME MAMMIE I WILL CALL YOUR NAME
I HAVE TO GO THE ANGELS ARE CALLING MY NAME THEY WANT ME TO FLY
WITH MY WINGS OF PURE WHITE LACE JUST LIKE YOU SEE ON THE DANCING BUTTERFLY.......
copyright© Rosalind Roberts 8/10/09
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Dear Lord,
Please take care of all the little angels for us and tell them we love them so much and tell them
not to forget to come and give their mummys a big angel hug and kiss as they sleep, Amen
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ABOUT MY BEAUTIFUL LITTLE BOY CHRISTOPHER
Christopher was born 2lb 7oz, so small and so beautiful.
I went into labour nine week's before i had Christopher, i had to be hospitalised and was to stay in
hospital until i had him, not being allowed out of my bed, i did'nt mind, i thought "as long as my
baby is okay".
Every night you i would go into labour and be taken down to the delivery suite to be monitered and
given injections to stop the labour.
I was transferred from the Q.E Hospital in Gateshead to the Princess Mary Maternity Hospital in
Newcastle after being in hospital for 8 and a half weeks.
I woke up after a few days of being there to find the same pain i always felt when i was in labour
and though here we go again please let my baby be ok. I gave birth to Christopher on the ward and
all i heard was the sweetest tiniest little cry ever, i got a quick look at my beautiful little boy
before the rushed hin off to intensive care.
I phoned my mum and she came straight up to see us, i felt guilty as every night when i would go
into labour my mum would rush up to be with me, and then i had him without her being there.
When Christopher was a week old he had to have an operation on his bowel and was given a colostomy
on the friday night, my mam was due to go on holiday to the USA to see her sister, she did'nt want
to go and i told her to go as Christopher would be fine, it was a holiday she really needed, my mum
worried so much when she was over there about me and Christopher that she ended up haveing a heart
attack and was in intensive care.
I could'nt believe what was happening, then i got the news that Christopher needed another operation
on his bowel, they had to take more of it away, he was so brave and so small to be operated on, i
waited in the chapel of the hospital while the operated talking to my Dad who became an angel when i
was 8 years old, i remember saying "please dad you have one of my little boy's please don't take
another".
Christopher came out of surgery after 3 and a half hour's, i stayed with him night and day, and
although so small he had his wits about him. When he was sleeping i would say to my sister or
whoever was with me, come on lets go have a coffee and he would open his big blue eyes and put his
pet lip out, so i would stroke his little head and tell him "mammie's here sweetheart im not going
anywhere" and off he would go back to sleep again, the doctors said the had never seen such a bond
between a mother and premeture baby so strong before.
When Christopher was 6 weeks old he was taken off his ventilator, mainly because he was trying so
hard to pull it out himself and trying to breathe on his own. I was so proud of him, he was doing so
well and my mum was doing well too in hospital in USA so i was happy.
Then one night Christopher had a lung heamorage and stopped breathing, after half an hour the
doctor's brought him back. He lay there with his eyes taped shut as they would'nt close and were
getting sore.
They gave Christopher a Brain Scan after almost a week but it showed no activity and i was told to
make the decision to have his ventilator turned off.
After so much thought i made the decision for them to turn off his life support, it was the hardest
thing i have ever had to do, i just thought who the hell am i to say whether someone lives or not,
but in truth my sweet little son was'nt living, when they took out the tubes i held him close to me,
it was only the third time i had been allowed to hold him, i held him close and told him how much
mammie loved him and that he was'nt to suffer anymore, after a few minute's he fell asleep and went
to be with his big brother Phillip, now he lives with his angel Nanna and angel Grandad who i know
will take the best care of him, and im sure he is haveing a great time with his big brother Phillip
who i know will look out for him.
Night Night my little angel mammie loves you very much
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An Angel In The Book Of Life Wrote Down My Baby's Birth And Whispered As She Closed The Book 'Too
Beautiful For Earth'
♥ღ♥ I am safely in Heaven, dear ones:
Oh, so happy and so bright!
There is perfect joy and beauty
In this everlasting light.
All the pain and grief is over,
Every restless tossing past;
I am now at peace forever,
Safely home in Heaven at last.
And He came Himself to meet me
In that way so hard to tread;
And with Jesus' arm to lean on,
Could I have one doubt or dread?
Then you must not grieve me sorely,
For I love you dearly still;
Try to look beyond earth's shadows,
Pray to trust our Father's will ♥ღ♥
SENT WITH LOVE BY HALINA.GODBLESS BEAUTIFUL PRECIOUS ANGEL,LOVE HALINA XXXXX9TH NOV 09
My long lost angel, why did you go?
There's no answer, I may never know.
Smiling so bright, like white shiny gold.
"God, please give her back, I need her here.
I will die here without her, I fear.
There's an emptiness deep in my soul.
With her gone, I'll never be whole."
This aching pain is so much to bear.
When I wake up and you are not there.
You were with me for just a short while.
I'll never forget your sweet little smile.
You staying here wasn't meant to be.
God needed an angel and gave you wings.
You'll always have a place in my heart.
When my time comes, we won't be apart.
My world is dark, no sun and no moon.
Wait for me angel, I'll be with you soon.
Briana Hall
can’t comprehend just how sad you must feel
For the loss of someone you love.
This sorrowful time must still feel unreal
And you’re looking for strength from above.
I hope, from my heart, that your pain will decrease,
That your spirit will gain strength again,
And I pray that your faith will create inner peace
And that God will send blessings–Amen.
Till then, if you need me to lighten your load,
I’m waiting to come to your aid.
Just call on me, and I’ll walk down that road,
Until the dark times start to fall
By Karl Fuchs
GODBLESS SPECIAL FRIEND,HAVE A NICE WEEK.THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR ALL YOUR CONTINUAL SUPPORT.LOVE AND HUGS ALWAYS,YOU AND YOUR ANGEL ARE ALWAYS IN MY THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS 9TH NOV 09
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Love Shines Through
Like a shadow in the moonlight
Like the whisper of the seas
Like the echoes of a melody
Just beyond our reach
In the shadow of our sorrow
Past the whisper of goodbye
Love shines through eternity
A heartbeat from our eye
By : Catherine Turner
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TIME WILL EASE THE HURT
by Bruce B. Wilmer
The sadness of the present days
Is locked and set in time,
And meaning to the future
Is a slow and painful climb.
But all the feelings that are now
So vivid and so real
Can't hold their fresh intensity
As time begins to heal.
No wound so deep will ever go
Entirely away;
Yet every hurt becomes
A little less from day to day.
Nothing can erase the painful
Imprints on your mind;
But there are softer memories
That time will let you find.
Though your heart won't let the sadness
Simply slide away,
The echoes will diminish
Even though the memories stay.
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Memories ?
Memories fill the empty space
Where you used to lie
Tears flood my eyes
As I see your face
Your smile
I hear your voice
The humour
I smile...
God Bless You Beautiful Angel
With me all the while
My memories
Take me straight to you
Bridge time and space
Uniting us forever
In an unbroken embrace
Have A Lovely Week My Friends.
With Love Always Linda.xxx
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Love Shines Through
Like a shadow in the moonlight
Like the whisper of the seas
Like the echoes of a melody
Just beyond our reach
In the shadow of our sorrow
Past the whisper of goodbye
Love shines through eternity
A heartbeat from our eye
By : Catherine Turner
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TIME WILL EASE THE HURT
by Bruce B. Wilmer
The sadness of the present days
Is locked and set in time,
And meaning to the future
Is a slow and painful climb.
But all the feelings that are now
So vivid and so real
Can't hold their fresh intensity
As time begins to heal.
No wound so deep will ever go
Entirely away;
Yet every hurt becomes
A little less from day to day.
Nothing can erase the painful
Imprints on your mind;
But there are softer memories
That time will let you find.
Though your heart won't let the sadness
Simply slide away,
The echoes will diminish
Even though the memories stay.
♥ `*•.� 12th NOVEMBER 2009 ♥ `*•.�
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Memories ?
Memories fill the empty space
Where you used to lie
Tears flood my eyes
As I see your face
Your smile
I hear your voice
The humour
I smile...
God Bless You Beautiful Angel
With me all the while
My memories
Take me straight to you
Bridge time and space
Uniting us forever
In an unbroken embrace
Have A Lovely Week My Friends.
With Love Always Linda.xxx
10TH NOVEMBER 2009
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~Life Beyond ~
Let them go, but not completely.
Hold on to them, but not too tightly.
Love them as you know you will,
as you always have.
Rejoice that they are well, the only difference
now is that you cannot see them,
But you feel them still and they will always be with you.
The spirit does not die as the body dies
and Love is of the spirit.
Nothing you have experienced together can be taken from you.
And your loved one shall be eternally yours in that love.
Weep not too long, that they may also cry,
But rejoice in their life and in yours also.
Let yours continue to be a celebration of all life; of your shared love,
Knowing that God holds you both in the palm of his hand
And in loving you both shall reunite you.
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SENT WITH LOVE BY HALINA.GODBLESSS BEAUTIFUL PRECIOUS ANGEL,LOVE HALINA XXXXX9TH NOV 09
My long lost angel, why did you go?
There's no answer, I may never know.
Smiling so bright, like white shiny gold.
Then you were laying there,
"God, please give her back, I need her here.
I will die here without her, I fear.
There's an emptiness deep in my soul.
With her gone, I'll never be whole."
This aching pain is so much to bear.
When I wake up and you are not there.
You were with me for just a short while.
I'll never forget your sweet little smile.
You staying here wasn't meant to be.
God needed an angel and gave you wings.
You'll always have a place in my heart.
When my time comes, we won't be apart.
My world is dark, no sun and no moon.
Wait for me angel, I'll be with you soon.
Briana Hall
can’t comprehend just how sad you must feel
For the loss of someone you love.
This sorrowful time must still feel unreal
And you’re looking for strength from above.
I hope, from my heart, that your pain will decrease,
That your spirit will gain strength again,
And I pray that your faith will create inner peace
And that God will send blessings–Amen.
Till then, if you need me to lighten your load,
I’m waiting to come to your aid.
Just call on me, and I’ll walk down that road,
Until the dark times start to fall
By Karl Fuchs
GODBLESS SPECIAL FRIEND,HAVE A NICE WEEK.THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR ALL YOUR CONTINUAL SUPPORT.LOVE AND HUGS ALWAYS,YOU AND YOUR ANGEL ARE ALWAYS IN MY THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS 9TH NOV 09
SENT WITH LOVE BY HALINA.GODBLESSS BEAUTIFUL PRECIOUS ANGEL,LOVE HALINA XXXXX9TH NOV 09
My long lost angel, why did you go?
There's no answer, I may never know.
Smiling so bright, like white shiny gold.
Then you were laying there,
"God, please give her back, I need her here.
I will die here without her, I fear.
There's an emptiness deep in my soul.
With her gone, I'll never be whole."
This aching pain is so much to bear.
When I wake up and you are not there.
You were with me for just a short while.
I'll never forget your sweet little smile.
You staying here wasn't meant to be.
God needed an angel and gave you wings.
You'll always have a place in my heart.
When my time comes, we won't be apart.
My world is dark, no sun and no moon.
Wait for me angel, I'll be with you soon.
Briana Hall
can’t comprehend just how sad you must feel
For the loss of someone you love.
This sorrowful time must still feel unreal
And you’re looking for strength from above.
I hope, from my heart, that your pain will decrease,
That your spirit will gain strength again,
And I pray that your faith will create inner peace
And that God will send blessings–Amen.
Till then, if you need me to lighten your load,
I’m waiting to come to your aid.
Just call on me, and I’ll walk down that road,
Until the dark times start to fall
By Karl Fuchs
GODBLESS SPECIAL FRIEND,HAVE A NICE WEEK.THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR ALL YOUR CONTINUAL SUPPORT.LOVE AND HUGS ALWAYS,YOU AND YOUR ANGEL ARE ALWAYS IN MY THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS 9TH NOV 09
WITH LOVE.XXX
♥* *♥ Yesterday's ♥* *♥
I open up my heart to God
In my own special way
I dont ask for tomorrows
I want all my yesterdays
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My yesterdays were happy
For they included you
So much love and laughter
We shared just me and you
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Tomorrow is just another word
It means nothing to me
Please give me back my yesterdays
And my Angel back with me.
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♥* *♥ MISSED SO MUCH ♥* *♥
Thankyou so much for looking after my Angel Charmaine over the weekend,and for all your continuous support too.All your beautiful candles,tributes and Beautiful pics you all post for us means such alot to me and I truly appreciate your loving kindness and friendship so much.Godbless you and your Angels always.Love as always,Lynn.xxx
You may not be able to see me,
Though you think that I am gone.
Inside your heart you carry me,
So I live on, I live on.
I know you feel an emptiness,
Of words we left unsaid.
Release your pain, forgive yourself,
For I already did.
The love you gave, I took with me,
And left my love for you.
So now I know some time has passed,
Here is what I ask of you.
Share my life and remember me,
To those you love – out loud.
And I will become part of them,
For that would make me proud.
Those little quirks, the quips I said,
Please share those memories.
For there is no plaque or stone,
That would better honor me.
I loved you then, and love you still,
And will forevermore.
So take my love and pass it down,
That’s what my legacy is for.
Give my memories, my love as gifts,
And do not mourn that I have gone.
Just place my love in your Heart always
And you will know that I live on.
ALL MY LOVE GLORIA ANTHONY'S MOM XOXO
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8TH NOVEMBER 2009
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Tributes For Week Starting 9th November
FOR MONDAY
Your presence I miss,
Your memory I treasure,
Loving you always,
Forgetting you never.
FOR TUESDAY
Loving you is easy,
We do it every day,
Missing you is a heartache,
That never goes away.
FOR WEDNESDAY
No farewell words were spoken,
No time to say goodbye,
You were gone before we knew it,
And only God can tell us why.
FOR THURSDAY
Memory is a lovely lane,
Where hearts are ever true,
A lane I so often travel down,
Because it leads to you.
FOR FRIDAY
Wings Of The Angels
A gentle wind blew cross the land
Reaching out to take a hand
For on the winds the angels came
Calling out a mother's name.
Left behind, the children's tears
Loving memories of the years
Of joy and love, a life well spent
And now to God a mother's sent.
On angel's wings, a heavenly flight
The journey home, towards the light
To those who weep, a life is gone
But in God's love, 'tis but the dawn.
FOR SATURDAY
If I Had One Last Day
If I had one last day
To tell you what's inside
I'd tell you that I'm sorry
For all the times I've lied
I'd tell you that I need you
To hold my hand today
I'd tell you that I love you
I'd ask you, please, to stay
You'd look at me and smile
The way you always would
And say "I'd love to stay,
If only I really could"
Then you'd laugh the way you did
Whenever I was blue
You'd wipe my tears and whisper softly,
"Don't cry, I love you too"
If I had one last day
I'd love you from the start
I'd stop hiding how I feel
I'd say what's in my heart
If I had one last day,
I'd say my last good-bye
And that even though you are far away,
In my heart, you'll never die.
FOR SUNDAY
Cry Not My Friend
When you wake up tomorrow
And I am no where to be found
When you scream out my name
To the emptiness around
When every beat inside your heart
Is skipping and unsure
Cry not my friend for I am here,
Inside your love so pure
When the waves that used to touch our feet
Have gone back out to sea
When everything you once held dear
Was lost when you lost me
When the sun that once lit up your face
Is setting far away
Cry not my Friend for time shall pass,
But my love for you will stay
When age arrives and children play
And pain creeps up on you
When loved ones show you happiness
That your life never knew
When all of your expectations are met,
No matter what the pain
Cry not my friend, for I am waiting
To hold you once again
When beauty in your eyes turn grey
And all of the rainbow, white
When strong undying hearts
No longer feel an urge to fight
When winter snows become more pain
Than beauty in your heart
Cry not my friend, for I am here
And we will never ever part
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Thoughts Today, Memories Forever
Angela Christopher’s Very Proud Mum
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