| Location | Gateshead |
| Age | 1 month, 19 days |
| Date of Birth | 08/10/1988 |
| Date of Death | 27/11/1988 |
| Visitors | 16,682 since 24/10/2008 |
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◄███▓▒░░ CHRISTOPHER ░░▒▓███►
◄███▓▒░░ PILKINGTON ░░▒▓███►
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GODBLESS GONE TOO SOON ANGELS.
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PLEASE DO NOT COPY THIS POEM IT WAS SPECIALLY DONE, THANKYOU AUNTIE ROS FOR THIS BEAUTIFUL POEM.
MAMMIE.......
MAMMIE I AM SENDING THIS MESSAGE IS JUST FOR YOU
I WANT YOU TO KNOW JUST HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU TOO
MAMMIE I DO NOT LIKE WHEN I LOOK DOWN AND SEE YOU CRY
I AM STILL LIVING IN YOUR HEART TUCKED INSIDE THERE I DID NOT DIE
MAMMIE I AM HAVING MY BIRTHDAY WITH THE ANGELS LIKE I ALWAYS DO
BUT THAT WILL NEVER STOP ME FROM SENDING KISSES DOWN TO YOU
I SEND THEM DOWN TO YOU EVERY SINGLE DAY TO MAKE YOU SMILE
MAMMIE I WILL SEE YOU AGAIN JUST NOT RIGHT NOW MAYBE IN A WHILE
PLEASE SMILE FOR ME MAMMIE CLOSE YOUR EYES AND SLEEP
BECAUSE I AM RIGHT WITH YOU THE DREAMS THAT I GIVE YOU ARE YOURS TO KEEP
ONE DAY MAMMIE WE WILL ALL BE TOGETHER ONCE MORE
I WILL BE HOLDING OUT MY ARMS WHEN IT IS YOU TIME TO KNOCK ON HEAVENS DOOR
OH MAMMIE I NEARLY FORGOT TO TELL YOU THAT I AM SAFE TIL WE MEET AGAIN
WHEN IT IS YOUR TIME TO COME AND SEE ME MAMMIE I WILL CALL YOUR NAME
I HAVE TO GO THE ANGELS ARE CALLING MY NAME THEY WANT ME TO FLY
WITH MY WINGS OF PURE WHITE LACE JUST LIKE YOU SEE ON THE DANCING BUTTERFLY.......
copyright© Rosalind Roberts 8/10/09
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Dear Lord,
Please take care of all the little angels for us and tell them we love them so much and tell them
not to forget to come and give their mummys a big angel hug and kiss as they sleep, Amen
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ABOUT MY BEAUTIFUL LITTLE BOY CHRISTOPHER
Christopher was born 2lb 7oz, so small and so beautiful.
I went into labour nine week's before i had Christopher, i had to be hospitalised and was to stay in
hospital until i had him, not being allowed out of my bed, i did'nt mind, i thought "as long as my
baby is okay".
Every night you i would go into labour and be taken down to the delivery suite to be monitered and
given injections to stop the labour.
I was transferred from the Q.E Hospital in Gateshead to the Princess Mary Maternity Hospital in
Newcastle after being in hospital for 8 and a half weeks.
I woke up after a few days of being there to find the same pain i always felt when i was in labour
and though here we go again please let my baby be ok. I gave birth to Christopher on the ward and
all i heard was the sweetest tiniest little cry ever, i got a quick look at my beautiful little boy
before the rushed hin off to intensive care.
I phoned my mum and she came straight up to see us, i felt guilty as every night when i would go
into labour my mum would rush up to be with me, and then i had him without her being there.
When Christopher was a week old he had to have an operation on his bowel and was given a colostomy
on the friday night, my mam was due to go on holiday to the USA to see her sister, she did'nt want
to go and i told her to go as Christopher would be fine, it was a holiday she really needed, my mum
worried so much when she was over there about me and Christopher that she ended up haveing a heart
attack and was in intensive care.
I could'nt believe what was happening, then i got the news that Christopher needed another operation
on his bowel, they had to take more of it away, he was so brave and so small to be operated on, i
waited in the chapel of the hospital while the operated talking to my Dad who became an angel when i
was 8 years old, i remember saying "please dad you have one of my little boy's please don't take
another".
Christopher came out of surgery after 3 and a half hour's, i stayed with him night and day, and
although so small he had his wits about him. When he was sleeping i would say to my sister or
whoever was with me, come on lets go have a coffee and he would open his big blue eyes and put his
pet lip out, so i would stroke his little head and tell him "mammie's here sweetheart im not going
anywhere" and off he would go back to sleep again, the doctors said the had never seen such a bond
between a mother and premeture baby so strong before.
When Christopher was 6 weeks old he was taken off his ventilator, mainly because he was trying so
hard to pull it out himself and trying to breathe on his own. I was so proud of him, he was doing so
well and my mum was doing well too in hospital in USA so i was happy.
Then one night Christopher had a lung heamorage and stopped breathing, after half an hour the
doctor's brought him back. He lay there with his eyes taped shut as they would'nt close and were
getting sore.
They gave Christopher a Brain Scan after almost a week but it showed no activity and i was told to
make the decision to have his ventilator turned off.
After so much thought i made the decision for them to turn off his life support, it was the hardest
thing i have ever had to do, i just thought who the hell am i to say whether someone lives or not,
but in truth my sweet little son was'nt living, when they took out the tubes i held him close to me,
it was only the third time i had been allowed to hold him, i held him close and told him how much
mammie loved him and that he was'nt to suffer anymore, after a few minute's he fell asleep and went
to be with his big brother Phillip, now he lives with his angel Nanna and angel Grandad who i know
will take the best care of him, and im sure he is haveing a great time with his big brother Phillip
who i know will look out for him.
Night Night my little angel mammie loves you very much
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An Angel In The Book Of Life Wrote Down My Baby's Birth And Whispered As She Closed The Book 'Too
Beautiful For Earth'
♥ღ♥ I am safely in Heaven, dear ones:
Oh, so happy and so bright!
There is perfect joy and beauty
In this everlasting light.
All the pain and grief is over,
Every restless tossing past;
I am now at peace forever,
Safely home in Heaven at last.
And He came Himself to meet me
In that way so hard to tread;
And with Jesus' arm to lean on,
Could I have one doubt or dread?
Then you must not grieve me sorely,
For I love you dearly still;
Try to look beyond earth's shadows,
Pray to trust our Father's will ♥ღ♥
my sweet little angel
I'm missing you so
I've have since the day
It was your time to go
I imagine you're happy
and hope that you are
In a land filled with angels
beyond the bright stars
As you snuggle up tight
on your soft cloud tonight,
May you have sweet dreams
throughout the night.
And I'll have sweet dreams
Of the time you here
Then forever in my heart
I'll hold your memory dear.
Copyright Ingrid Aspey 23/8/09
TRIBUTE FOR 19-11-09
♥*•♥ One Gift♥*•♥
One gift, above all others
God gives to us to treasure
One that knows no time, no place
And one gold cannot measure
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The precious, poignant tender gift
Of Memory...that will keep
Of dear ones ever in our hearts
Although God gives them sleep
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It brings back long remembered things
A song, a word, a smile
And the world's a better place
...because
We had them for awhile!
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TRIBUTE FOR 20-11-09
The pain we feel inside today
Is the pain we try to hide,
For no one will ever know
The tears i cry inside.
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It seems like only yesterday
The wound is still so sore.
For every hour of every day
We miss you more and more
For you are someone special
And think the world of you.
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TRIBUTE FOR 21-11-09
Missing You
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I just can't believe it
The sun still sets and rises.
The moon and stars still shine.
The flowers still bloom,
The birds still sing.
I expected a change in everything...
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I just can't believe it.
It still gets dark and light.
The ocean still has waves,
The rain still rains,
The wind still blows.
Is it because they do not know?
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I just can't believe it.
I thought the world would stop,
When in the house I found
An empty chair,
A missing smile.
I thought it would stop
For just a while.
I just can't believe it....
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TRIBUTE FOR 22-11-09
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You gave us love
And lots more,
We have so much
To thank you for,
Silent thoughts,
Memories deep,
Locked in our hearts
For ever to keep.
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I wish you all a very peaceful weekend my friend
With love as always Linda.xxx
Ask My Mum How She Is...
My Mum, she tells a lot of lies,
She never did before.
But from now until she dies,
She'll tell a whole lot more.
Ask my Mum how she is
And because she can't explain,
She will tell a little lie
Because she can't describe the pain.
Ask my Mum how she is,
She'll say "I'm alright."
If that's the truth, then tell me,
why does she cry each night ?
Ask my Mum how she is,
She seems to cope so well.
She didn't have a choice you see,
Nor the strength to yell.
Ask my Mum how she is,
"I'm fine, I'm well, I'm coping."
For God's sake Mum, just tell the truth,
Just say your heart is broken.
She'll love me all her life,
I loved her all of mine.
But if you ask her how she is,
She'll lie and say she's fine.
I am Here in Heaven.
I cannot hug her from here.
If she lies to you don't listen,
Hug her and hold her near.
On the day we meet again,
We'll smile and I'll be bold.
I'll say, "You're lucky to get in here, Mum,
With all the lies you told!"
GOD BLESS SWEET ANGEL XXXX
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A BEAUTIFUL BUTTERFLY FLEW SO NEAR
I AM SURE IT HEARD A WHISPER IN MY EAR
SAYING I AM SAFE AND I AM WELL
HEAVEN IS BEAUTIFUL I CAN TELL
FOR I PLAY WITH THE ANGELS BIG AND SMALL
THERE I SLEEP AT NIGHT WHEN I HEAR GOD CALL
IT IS TIME FOR ALL YOU ANGELS TO REST
FOR HEAVEN IS ONLY FULL OF THE BEST
I JUST WANTED TO SEND THE BUTTERFLY TO YOU
TO LET YOU KNOW I MISS YOU TOO
I WILL BE WAITING WHEN YOUR TIME IS NEAR
FOR YOU WILL JOIN ME IN HEAVEN IT IS SO BEAUTIFUL HERE.....
copyright� Ros Roberts
SENT WITH LOVE FROM LIZ XXXXXX
WATCHING THE STARS EACH NIGHT.......
FOR EVERY ANGEL THAT LIGHTS THE SKY EACH NIGHT
I THANK YOU ALL FOR YOU BEAUTIFUL HALO OF LIGHT
THE GOLDEN GLOW THAT SHINES FROM HIGH ABOVE
FILLS THE EARTH WITH SO MUCH PURITY AND LOVE
EVERY NIGHT I GAZE AT EACH STAR I FIND AMAZING TO SEE
JUST HOW BEAUTIFUL EACH AND EVERY STAR CAN BE
EACH ONE OF THEM IS OUR ANGELS WITH THIER TWINKLING LIGHT
ALL JOINED TOGETHER SO WE CAN SEE THEM SHINING SO BRIGHT
I JUST WANT TO REACH OUT AND TOUCH YOU BUT YOU ARE SO FAR AWAY
I LOOK TOWARDS THE DARK SKIES UNTIL IT IS ANOTHER NEW DAY
WITH AWE AND WONDER I KNOW JUST HOW PERFECT YOU ARE
EACH ONE OF OUR ANGELS IS NOW AN AMAZING SHINING STAR..........
copyright Rosalind Roberts 18/11./09
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~~♥~~♥ 18th November 2009 ~~♥~
Footsteps of Angels
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When your heart climbs a mountain,
And your soul finds a sweet peace.
Then you hear footsteps of angels,
You're heart beat is increased.
When Your eyes see what you have been,
And changes now and then.
You have heard footsteps of angels,
As you begin to grin.
Your heart melts at the site of a blind child,
Bending down, giving him a hand.
You feel a lift from heaven,
And join in with their band.
When the sea calls your name,
As you stare out over it's shore.
Admiring it's beauty and knowing what it is for,
It is really angels at your heart's outside door.
When life you give for all you care,
And time for you is late.
Just listen for angels footsteps,
They will carry you to heaven's gate.
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Copyright 1998, Donald D. Campbell
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18TH NOVEMBER 2009
♥............REMEMBERED ALWAYS ..................♥
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Up to the moon and the stars..
Way past Jupiter..
And way past Mars
You are missed by so many..
And loved so very much
If you can beautiful Angel..
Please stay in touch
We all love you precious Angel..
So just you remember this..
I will blow kisses up to heaven..
For our Angel that we miss
With love always, Jude. xXx
copyright ~ Jackie Thomas 18/10/09
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Footsteps of Angels
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When your heart climbs a mountain,
And your soul finds a sweet peace.
Then you hear footsteps of angels,
You're heart beat is increased.
When Your eyes see what you have been,
And changes now and then.
You have heard footsteps of angels,
As you begin to grin.
Your heart melts at the site of a blind child,
Bending down, giving him a hand.
You feel a lift from heaven,
And join in with their band.
When the sea calls your name,
As you stare out over it's shore.
Admiring it's beauty and knowing what it is for,
It is really angels at your heart's outside door.
When life you give for all you care,
And time for you is late.
Just listen for angels footsteps,
They will carry you to heaven's gate.
✻ ❃ ✻ ❃ ✻ ❃ ✻ ❃ ✻ ❃ ✻ ❃
Copyright 1998, Donald D. Campbell
love val
LITTLE ANGEL
There's got to be a reason
Why God does what he does,
We remember thinking,
Why did he pick on us.
We were bitter, we were angry
When he called your name,
Even though sometime has passed
We'll never be the same.
Why couldn't He have waited
That was our first thought,
You were still so very young
Our time with you so short.
He must have needed an angel
And we've got to understand,
That's why Jesus came down
And took your tiny hand.
Three Little Words,xx
♥Three Little Words
Forget Me Not,
They Don't Say Much
But They Mean A lot,
Forget You Not
I Never Will,
For In My Heart
I Keep You Still.....♥
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