| Location | Gateshead |
| Age | 1 month, 19 days |
| Date of Birth | 08/10/1988 |
| Date of Death | 27/11/1988 |
| Visitors | 50,044 since 24/10/2008 |
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◄███▓▒░░ CHRISTOPHER ░░▒▓███►
◄███▓▒░░ PILKINGTON ░░▒▓███►
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GODBLESS GONE TOO SOON ANGELS.
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PLEASE DO NOT COPY THIS POEM IT WAS SPECIALLY DONE, THANKYOU AUNTIE ROS FOR THIS BEAUTIFUL POEM.
MAMMIE.......
MAMMIE I AM SENDING THIS MESSAGE IS JUST FOR YOU
I WANT YOU TO KNOW JUST HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU TOO
MAMMIE I DO NOT LIKE WHEN I LOOK DOWN AND SEE YOU CRY
I AM STILL LIVING IN YOUR HEART TUCKED INSIDE THERE I DID NOT DIE
MAMMIE I AM HAVING MY BIRTHDAY WITH THE ANGELS LIKE I ALWAYS DO
BUT THAT WILL NEVER STOP ME FROM SENDING KISSES DOWN TO YOU
I SEND THEM DOWN TO YOU EVERY SINGLE DAY TO MAKE YOU SMILE
MAMMIE I WILL SEE YOU AGAIN JUST NOT RIGHT NOW MAYBE IN A WHILE
PLEASE SMILE FOR ME MAMMIE CLOSE YOUR EYES AND SLEEP
BECAUSE I AM RIGHT WITH YOU THE DREAMS THAT I GIVE YOU ARE YOURS TO KEEP
ONE DAY MAMMIE WE WILL ALL BE TOGETHER ONCE MORE
I WILL BE HOLDING OUT MY ARMS WHEN IT IS YOU TIME TO KNOCK ON HEAVENS DOOR
OH MAMMIE I NEARLY FORGOT TO TELL YOU THAT I AM SAFE TIL WE MEET AGAIN
WHEN IT IS YOUR TIME TO COME AND SEE ME MAMMIE I WILL CALL YOUR NAME
I HAVE TO GO THE ANGELS ARE CALLING MY NAME THEY WANT ME TO FLY
WITH MY WINGS OF PURE WHITE LACE JUST LIKE YOU SEE ON THE DANCING BUTTERFLY.......
copyright© Rosalind Roberts 8/10/09
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Dear Lord,
Please take care of all the little angels for us and tell them we love them so much and tell them not to forget to come and give their mummys a big angel hug and kiss as they sleep, Amen
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ABOUT MY BEAUTIFUL LITTLE BOY CHRISTOPHER
Christopher was born 2lb 7oz, so small and so beautiful.
I went into labour nine week's before i had Christopher, i had to be hospitalised and was to stay in hospital until i had him, not being allowed out of my bed, i did'nt mind, i thought "as long as my baby is okay".
Every night you i would go into labour and be taken down to the delivery suite to be monitered and given injections to stop the labour.
I was transferred from the Q.E Hospital in Gateshead to the Princess Mary Maternity Hospital in Newcastle after being in hospital for 8 and a half weeks.
I woke up after a few days of being there to find the same pain i always felt when i was in labour and though here we go again please let my baby be ok. I gave birth to Christopher on the ward and all i heard was the sweetest tiniest little cry ever, i got a quick look at my beautiful little boy before the rushed hin off to intensive care.
I phoned my mum and she came straight up to see us, i felt guilty as every night when i would go into labour my mum would rush up to be with me, and then i had him without her being there.
When Christopher was a week old he had to have an operation on his bowel and was given a colostomy on the friday night, my mam was due to go on holiday to the USA to see her sister, she did'nt want to go and i told her to go as Christopher would be fine, it was a holiday she really needed, my mum worried so much when she was over there about me and Christopher that she ended up haveing a heart attack and was in intensive care.
I could'nt believe what was happening, then i got the news that Christopher needed another operation on his bowel, they had to take more of it away, he was so brave and so small to be operated on, i waited in the chapel of the hospital while the operated talking to my Dad who became an angel when i was 8 years old, i remember saying "please dad you have one of my little boy's please don't take another".
Christopher came out of surgery after 3 and a half hour's, i stayed with him night and day, and although so small he had his wits about him. When he was sleeping i would say to my sister or whoever was with me, come on lets go have a coffee and he would open his big blue eyes and put his pet lip out, so i would stroke his little head and tell him "mammie's here sweetheart im not going anywhere" and off he would go back to sleep again, the doctors said the had never seen such a bond between a mother and premeture baby so strong before.
When Christopher was 6 weeks old he was taken off his ventilator, mainly because he was trying so hard to pull it out himself and trying to breathe on his own. I was so proud of him, he was doing so well and my mum was doing well too in hospital in USA so i was happy.
Then one night Christopher had a lung heamorage and stopped breathing, after half an hour the doctor's brought him back. He lay there with his eyes taped shut as they would'nt close and were getting sore.
They gave Christopher a Brain Scan after almost a week but it showed no activity and i was told to make the decision to have his ventilator turned off.
After so much thought i made the decision for them to turn off his life support, it was the hardest thing i have ever had to do, i just thought who the hell am i to say whether someone lives or not, but in truth my sweet little son was'nt living, when they took out the tubes i held him close to me, it was only the third time i had been allowed to hold him, i held him close and told him how much mammie loved him and that he was'nt to suffer anymore, after a few minute's he fell asleep and went to be with his big brother Phillip, now he lives with his angel Nanna and angel Grandad who i know will take the best care of him, and im sure he is haveing a great time with his big brother Phillip who i know will look out for him.
Night Night my little angel mammie loves you very much
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An Angel In The Book Of Life Wrote Down My Baby's Birth And Whispered As She Closed The Book 'Too Beautiful For Earth'
♥ღ♥ I am safely in Heaven, dear ones:
Oh, so happy and so bright!
There is perfect joy and beauty
In this everlasting light.
All the pain and grief is over,
Every restless tossing past;
I am now at peace forever,
Safely home in Heaven at last.
And He came Himself to meet me
In that way so hard to tread;
And with Jesus' arm to lean on,
Could I have one doubt or dread?
Then you must not grieve me sorely,
For I love you dearly still;
Try to look beyond earth's shadows,
Pray to trust our Father's will ♥ღ♥
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Memories From a Fading Room
The room is bare now that you've gone away,
no warmth is there to touch my heart turned cold.
Aware that time won't find me without you,
I try to set aside those memories old.
Running fast and far, I seek to find,
a haven, where thoughts of you recede,
a sanctuary for my ailing soul ~
one moment's joy from sowing grieving's seed.
And there beyond the past the future lies,
a shining castle by the sea of time,
calling softly to me as I run ~
luring me with peace I hope to find.
But as I cross the threshold, there I pause.
Sadness slips across my thoughts in great dismay,
for there your absence grows and echoes loudly ~
in empty rooms that take you far away.
No memories there to cherish and to hold ~
only space and wind and air, without you there.
Return, I must, to rooms where you still linger.
Without you, life would be too hard to bear.
The room is bare now that you've gone away,
but within my heart you'll always live and thrive.
Your memories will walk beside me always ~
to remind me you were once there by my side.
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Give me the memories, for they have been left,
to bring me joy and laughter when you've gone.
I'll cherish them in sorrow, and in pleasure ~
and hold them closely 'til my life is done.
(Title inspired from album by Future Loop Foundation)
Create Date : Tuesday, April 15, 2008
Hazelmarie Elliott
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~xx~with love always Gael.~xx~
~~~~~TO A PRECIOUS ANGEL~~~~~
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When you hear an Angel softly whisper to you,
In the light of the day,or the darkness of the night,
When you feel the presence of an Angel caress you,
And see their beautiful wings spread in graceful flight.
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When something inside you makes you smile,
Or you feel a warmth suddenly wash over your heart,
When your dreams are beautiful and include an Angel,
As you lay with your pillow,in the dark.
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When you're alone and everything is quiet around you,
Yet you can hear the sweetest lullaby being sung,
When waking up in the morning,and troubles feel lighter,
From speaking with an Angel,before a new day has begun.
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Then you know I am the Angel who you can feel and hear,
Your special Angel from Heaven who will always be so near,
I am no longer able to be here in body,but I'm with you every day,
As my loving heart, my soul,and my Spirit, will never be far away.
Written by Pamela Hall.
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~xx~with love always Gael.~xx~
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Tributes For Week Commencing 30th January 2012
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FOR MONDAY
Our thoughts are ever with you
Though you have passed away.
And those who loved you dearly
Are thinking of you today.
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FOR TUESDAY
Everyday in some small way
Memories of you come our way.
Though absent, you are always near
Still missed, loved and always dear.
♥
FOR WEDNESDAY
No farewell words were spoken,
No time to say goodbye,
You were gone before we knew it,
And only God can tell us why.
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FOR THURSDAY
We can't have old days back
When we were all together.
But secret tears and loving thoughts
Will be with us forever.
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FOR FRIDAY
Love Lives On
Those we love
Are never really lost to us –
We feel them
In so many special ways-
Through friends
They always cared about
And dreams they left behind,
In beauty that they added to our days...
In words of wisdom we still carry with us
And memories that never will be gone...
Those we love are never really lost to us -
For everywhere their special love lives on.
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FOR SATURDAY
If Roses Grow in Heaven
If roses grow in Heaven Lord
Please pick a bunch for me.
Place them in my loved ones arms
and tell them they're from me.
Tell them I love and miss them,
And when they turns to smile,
Place a kiss upon their cheeks
And hold them for a while.
Because remembering them is easy,
I do it everyday,
But there is an ache within my heart
That will never go away.
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FOR SUNDAY
Still With Us
Do not stand by my grave and weep
I am not there. I do not sleep.
I am a thousand winds that blow;
I am a diamond glint on snow.
I am the sunlight on ripened grain;
I am the gentle autumn rain.
When you awake in the morning hush
I am the swift uplifting rush
Of quiet birds in circling flight.
I am the soft star shine at night.
Do not stand by my grave and cry.
I am not there...I DID NOT DIE.
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┊┊┊┊ ★☆ ★……Memories Forever ♥
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┊┊┊┊ ★☆ ★……….Very Proud Mum ♥
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ThOuGhTs ToDaY MeMoRiEs FoReVeR
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TRY TO REMEMBER ME WITH A SMILE..
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MY SPIRIT IS STILL AROUND YES I MISS YOU TOO
DO YOU THINK THAT WHEN I LEFT EARTH I WOULD JUST FORGET ABOUT YOU
WHAT I AM ASKING OF YOU IS WHEN YOU REMEMBER ME TRY TO SMILE
WE SHARED SOME SMASHING MEMORIES I KNOW THEY STILL MAKE ME SMILE
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I KNOW WE SHALL BE TOGETHER AGAIN,NO NOT YET
I TOLD YOU WHEN I GOT HERE SAFE I WOULD LET YOU KNOW AND I DID NOT FORGET
A FEW MESSAGES I HAVE SENT TO YOU ALONG THE MILKY WAY
I AM STILL THE ONE THAT CAN READ YOUR HEART I CAN SEE WHAT YOU SAY
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GUESS WHAT I HAVE MET SO MANY FRIENDS OLD AND NEW
SOME HAVE BEEN IN PARADISE FOR A WHILE THEY SHOW ME WHAT TO DO
TRY TO OPEN YOUR MIND AND HEART YOU WILL HEAR MY VOICE
I KEEP ANSWERING THE QUESTIONS YOU ASK ME I AM HERE BY CHOICE
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MY SPIRIT IS STRONGER NOW SO I CAN BE AROUND WHEN YOU NEED A HAND
I KNOW THAT WHEN I LEFT TO REACH THE WORLD THAT I CALL THE PROMISED LAND
THAT EVEN THOUGH WE ARE TWO WORLDS APART I SEE YOU WHEN YOU CRY
I CAN SHED MY TEARS ANYWHERE THEY DESOLVE SO MY EYES ARE DRY
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TRY NOT TO WORRY NOW UNDERSTAND THAT I AM FREE OF ANY PAIN
THE DAY THAT YOU JOIN ME WE SHALL BE ONE AGAIN
ANY OF THE THINGS THAT COME INTO YOUR MIND THAT MAKE YOU FEEL SAD
REPLACE THEM WITH ANOTHER HAPPY MEMORY NOT EVERYTHING WAS BAD
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LOOK AROUND YOU NOW OPEN YOUR EYES SO THAT YOU CAN SEE
THAT I STILL HAVE WAYS OF SHOWING YOU I AM AROUND MY SPIRIT IS SO FREE
I LEAVE A KISS FOR YOU IT SHALL REACH YOU WHEN THE WIND BLOWS YOUR WAY
TRY TO REMEMBER ME WITH A SMILE NOW ENJOY LIVING EACH DAY.....
Copyright Rosalind Roberts 25/1/2012
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27th January 2012
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Angel in my heart I love you so
Angel in my heart I never wanted you to go
Angel in my heart guide me each day
Angel in my heart It's for you I pray
Angel in my heart remember this
Angel in my heart It's you I miss
Angel in my heart I want you to know
Angel in my heart I will always love you so
copyright ~ Jackie Thomas 2/07/09
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~♥ With Love ♥~
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Think of me
When you walk out into the cold wind of winter
When you see a leaf fall to the ground
Think of me
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When you raise your face to the sunshine
When you notice spring flowers all around
Think of me
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For I will always be there with you
I’ll know of your sorrows and pain
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Think of me as your guardian angel
Through days of dark clouds and rain
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Think of me in all that you do
For I’ll always be there to carry you through
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Think of me
I am always there.
Linda Treinen.
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~xx~with love always Gael.~xx~
~~~~~TO A PRECIOUS ANGEL~~~~~
❤
~~~ ԼƠƔЄ ԼƖƔЄƧ ƠƝ ƑƠƦЄƔЄƦ ~~~
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ƖƝ ЄƛƇӇ MЄMƠƦƳ ƛƝƊ ƬӇƠƲƓӇƬ
ƠƑ ƳƠƲ ƜӇƠ MЄƛƝƬ SƠ ƔЄƦƳ MƲƇӇ
ƛƝƊ ƬӇЄ ӇƛƤƤƖƝЄSS ƳƠƲ ƁƦƠƲƓӇƬ.
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ƖƬ ƜƖԼԼ ƝЄƔЄƦ ƑƛƊЄ ƛƜƛƳ,
ƑƠƦ ƖƝ MƳ ӇЄƛƦƬ
ƳƠƲ ƛƦЄ ƜƖƬӇ MЄ.
ЄƔЄƦƳ MƠMЄƝƬ ƠƑ ƬӇЄ ƊƛƳ
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~xx~with love always Gael.~xx~
~~~~~TO A PRECIOUS ANGEL~~~~~
The flutter of your wings
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Sometimes when I'm very quiet
I can hear "The Flutter Of Your Wings"
The sound is like music to my ears
and it makes my heart sing
*~♥x♥~
When loneliness and emptiness
bring not a sound to hear
You know exactly what I need
as you flutter past my ear
*~♥x♥~
Sometimes when I'm very still
I can almost feel "The Flutter Of Your Wings"
Their feathery touch is like magic
and much peace and comfort it brings
*~♥x♥~
When I am left with no one
to hug or hold on to
You gently wrap me in your wings
and your love I feel is true
*~♥x♥~
Sometimes when I am all alone
and against the distant sky
I can almost see "The Flutter Of Your Wings"
It brings a tear of happiness to my eye
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When I look around and find not a soul
who cares if I live or die
You flutter your wings up in the clouds
and I find comfort in the sky
*~♥x♥~
You are my Guardian Angel
and when I hear, feel and see
This means you are close by my side
and are watching over me
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Sometimes when I feel so alone
you remind me that I'm loved
My angel sent down from heaven
with much love from up above
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The love and closeness I sense from you
is all the reassurance I need
That I am someone very special
and I will follow where you lead
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Copyright � March 2001 Island Princess
~xx~with love always Gael.~xx~
~♥ With Love ♥~
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Think of me
When you walk out into the cold wind of winter
When you see a leaf fall to the ground
Think of me
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When you raise your face to the sunshine
When you notice spring flowers all around
Think of me
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For I will always be there with you
I’ll know of your sorrows and pain
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Think of me as your guardian angel
Through days of dark clouds and rain
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Think of me in all that you do
For I’ll always be there to carry you through
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Think of me
I am always there.
Linda Treinen.
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~xx~with love always Gael.~xx~
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