~ ♥ † ♥ Christopher ♥ † ♥ ~ Pilkington

1988 - 1988
LocationGateshead
Age1 month, 19 days
Date of Birth08/10/1988
Date of Death27/11/1988
Visitors15,312 since 24/10/2008
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◄███▓▒░░ CHRISTOPHER ░░▒▓███►

◄███▓▒░░ PILKINGTON ░░▒▓███►

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GODBLESS GONE TOO SOON ANGELS.
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PLEASE DO NOT COPY THIS POEM IT WAS SPECIALLY DONE, THANKYOU AUNTIE ROS FOR THIS BEAUTIFUL POEM.

MAMMIE.......
MAMMIE I AM SENDING THIS MESSAGE IS JUST FOR YOU
I WANT YOU TO KNOW JUST HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU TOO
MAMMIE I DO NOT LIKE WHEN I LOOK DOWN AND SEE YOU CRY
I AM STILL LIVING IN YOUR HEART TUCKED INSIDE THERE I DID NOT DIE

MAMMIE I AM HAVING MY BIRTHDAY WITH THE ANGELS LIKE I ALWAYS DO
BUT THAT WILL NEVER STOP ME FROM SENDING KISSES DOWN TO YOU
I SEND THEM DOWN TO YOU EVERY SINGLE DAY TO MAKE YOU SMILE
MAMMIE I WILL SEE YOU AGAIN JUST NOT RIGHT NOW MAYBE IN A WHILE

PLEASE SMILE FOR ME MAMMIE CLOSE YOUR EYES AND SLEEP
BECAUSE I AM RIGHT WITH YOU THE DREAMS THAT I GIVE YOU ARE YOURS TO KEEP
ONE DAY MAMMIE WE WILL ALL BE TOGETHER ONCE MORE
I WILL BE HOLDING OUT MY ARMS WHEN IT IS YOU TIME TO KNOCK ON HEAVENS DOOR

OH MAMMIE I NEARLY FORGOT TO TELL YOU THAT I AM SAFE TIL WE MEET AGAIN
WHEN IT IS YOUR TIME TO COME AND SEE ME MAMMIE I WILL CALL YOUR NAME
I HAVE TO GO THE ANGELS ARE CALLING MY NAME THEY WANT ME TO FLY
WITH MY WINGS OF PURE WHITE LACE JUST LIKE YOU SEE ON THE DANCING BUTTERFLY.......
copyright© Rosalind Roberts 8/10/09

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Dear Lord,
Please take care of all the little angels for us and tell them we love them so much and tell them
not to forget to come and give their mummys a big angel hug and kiss as they sleep, Amen

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ABOUT MY BEAUTIFUL LITTLE BOY CHRISTOPHER

Christopher was born 2lb 7oz, so small and so beautiful.
I went into labour nine week's before i had Christopher, i had to be hospitalised and was to stay in
hospital until i had him, not being allowed out of my bed, i did'nt mind, i thought "as long as my
baby is okay".
Every night you i would go into labour and be taken down to the delivery suite to be monitered and
given injections to stop the labour.
I was transferred from the Q.E Hospital in Gateshead to the Princess Mary Maternity Hospital in
Newcastle after being in hospital for 8 and a half weeks.
I woke up after a few days of being there to find the same pain i always felt when i was in labour
and though here we go again please let my baby be ok. I gave birth to Christopher on the ward and
all i heard was the sweetest tiniest little cry ever, i got a quick look at my beautiful little boy
before the rushed hin off to intensive care.
I phoned my mum and she came straight up to see us, i felt guilty as every night when i would go
into labour my mum would rush up to be with me, and then i had him without her being there.
When Christopher was a week old he had to have an operation on his bowel and was given a colostomy
on the friday night, my mam was due to go on holiday to the USA to see her sister, she did'nt want
to go and i told her to go as Christopher would be fine, it was a holiday she really needed, my mum
worried so much when she was over there about me and Christopher that she ended up haveing a heart
attack and was in intensive care.
I could'nt believe what was happening, then i got the news that Christopher needed another operation
on his bowel, they had to take more of it away, he was so brave and so small to be operated on, i
waited in the chapel of the hospital while the operated talking to my Dad who became an angel when i
was 8 years old, i remember saying "please dad you have one of my little boy's please don't take
another".
Christopher came out of surgery after 3 and a half hour's, i stayed with him night and day, and
although so small he had his wits about him. When he was sleeping i would say to my sister or
whoever was with me, come on lets go have a coffee and he would open his big blue eyes and put his
pet lip out, so i would stroke his little head and tell him "mammie's here sweetheart im not going
anywhere" and off he would go back to sleep again, the doctors said the had never seen such a bond
between a mother and premeture baby so strong before.
When Christopher was 6 weeks old he was taken off his ventilator, mainly because he was trying so
hard to pull it out himself and trying to breathe on his own. I was so proud of him, he was doing so
well and my mum was doing well too in hospital in USA so i was happy.
Then one night Christopher had a lung heamorage and stopped breathing, after half an hour the
doctor's brought him back. He lay there with his eyes taped shut as they would'nt close and were
getting sore.
They gave Christopher a Brain Scan after almost a week but it showed no activity and i was told to
make the decision to have his ventilator turned off.
After so much thought i made the decision for them to turn off his life support, it was the hardest
thing i have ever had to do, i just thought who the hell am i to say whether someone lives or not,
but in truth my sweet little son was'nt living, when they took out the tubes i held him close to me,
it was only the third time i had been allowed to hold him, i held him close and told him how much
mammie loved him and that he was'nt to suffer anymore, after a few minute's he fell asleep and went
to be with his big brother Phillip, now he lives with his angel Nanna and angel Grandad who i know
will take the best care of him, and im sure he is haveing a great time with his big brother Phillip
who i know will look out for him.
Night Night my little angel mammie loves you very much

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An Angel In The Book Of Life Wrote Down My Baby's Birth And Whispered As She Closed The Book 'Too
Beautiful For Earth'



♥ღ♥ I am safely in Heaven, dear ones:
Oh, so happy and so bright!
There is perfect joy and beauty
In this everlasting light.

All the pain and grief is over,
Every restless tossing past;
I am now at peace forever,
Safely home in Heaven at last.

And He came Himself to meet me
In that way so hard to tread;
And with Jesus' arm to lean on,
Could I have one doubt or dread?

Then you must not grieve me sorely,
For I love you dearly still;
Try to look beyond earth's shadows,
Pray to trust our Father's will ♥ღ♥


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I feel a warmth around me
like your presence is so near,
And I close my eyes to visualize
your face when you were here,
I endure the times we spoke together
and they are locked inside my heart,
For as long as I have those memories
I will have you in my heart.
Even though we cannot speak no more
my voice is always there,
Because every night before I sleep
I have you in my prayer.

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Jan Maddison Yesterday evening

*♥* SENT WITH LOVE TO YOU ANGEL *♥*

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Thinking of you is Easy,
We Remember you each day.
The heartbreak that we feel
Just never goes away,

♥⊱♥⊰~⊱♥⊰⊱♥⊰~⊱♥⊰⊱

Nothing is the same no more
As we try to carry on,
We want the way it was before.
We found out you were gone,

♥⊱♥⊰~⊱♥⊰⊱♥⊰~⊱♥⊰⊱

Yes we have our memories,
We also have the pain,
But all we ever wanted ..
Was to have you home again.

♥⊱♥⊰~⊱♥⊰⊱♥⊰~⊱♥⊰⊱

Copyright Jan Morris 2009

SENDING LOVE ALWAYS LIZ XOXOXOX

Elizabeth Ristevski (GTS Friend) Yesterday midday

Angel Hugs

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On days when you're tired
Not sure you can go on
- Your Angel Knows -
And will wrap you in an Angel hug
To let you rest till your weariness is gone.
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On days when you're down
Just feeling so blue
- Your Angel Knows -
And will tenderly take you in her arms
To cherish and help cheer you.
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On days when you're hurting
Really feeling that pain
- Your Angel Knows -
And will wrap you in a blanket of love
To give you courage and help keep you sane.
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On those nights when you're lonely
And there's no one to be found
- Your Angel Knows -
She'll gently enfold you in her wings
To give comfort and let you know
she'll always be around.
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And on the days when you're happy
Things are going just right
- Your Angel Knows -
She'll smile and say a prayer of thanks
And give you an Angel hug so tight.
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Day and night no matter what
Your Angel is always close by
To help guard you and protect you
Till someday you have your own wings to fly.

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Valerie Allen (Auntie) Yesterday morning

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ღ♥ღ Our angel in the sky

ღ♥ღ Our thoughts are always with you
ღ♥ღ Our angel in the sky
ღ♥ღ We love you
ღ♥ღ And always miss you
ღ♥ღ And many a day we cry.

ღ♥ღ You are some one special
ღ♥ღ our angel in the sky
ღ♥ღ why did god have to take you
ღ♥ღ how many days we ask why.?

ღ♥ღ There maybe distance between us
ღ♥ღ The distance may be far
ღ♥ღ But distance can never take
ღ♥ღ The feelings we have inside.

ღ♥ღ Oh our sweet Angel
ღ♥ღ We look for you in the sky
ღ♥ღ Hoping we could just see you
ღ♥ღ And wishing that you are nearby.

ღ♥ღ We cherish all the memories
ღ♥ღ Of you our sweet angel
ღ♥ღ Now living in the sky.

copyright ~ Jo Dalton 2009

Lots of Love Sharon & Angel Stacey xxx

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Sharon Adopted Sister Of Tracey (Friend) Monday afternoon

Snoopy wants to play with Christopher

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Cheryl Feci (GTS Friend) Monday morning

Dear Momma,

I know how much you love me

And I know how much you care.

I know that you're still wishing

That I could be down there.

I know this day is hard for you

And I know you'll probably cry.

And Jesus know you're hurting too

And He understands just why.

I wish that I could be there

To wipe away your tears.

But I'm up here with Jesus now

And in some future year,

We all will be together

And there will be no more tears.

And we'll get to know each other

Like we always wanted to.

But for now just know I love you

And Jesus loves you too.

My Father here in Heaven

Watches over me for you.

And He's sending someone to you

That I already know.

Someone you and Daddy can love

And touch and hold.

A little person bright and new

Whose life you two will mold.

So please remember Mommy

This new baby on your knee,

Is bringing to you from above

A little part of me.

Love, your little angel


~Sharon Kitchens~

Cheryl Feci (GTS Friend) Monday morning

1ST NOVEMBER 2009




ALTHOUGH THE SPACE BETWEEN US
MEANS WERE MILES AND MILES APART
I'LL KEEP YOU CLOSE BESIDE ME
AND FOREVER IN MY HEART.

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SUNDAY BLESSINGS TODAY AND ALWAYS,

JUDE. X X


Jude Swaddle (Friend) Sunday evening

god bless

Most people walk in and out of your life.

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But only Loved one's leave footprints
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*+*NIGHT NIGHT*+*SWEET ANGEL*+CHRISTOPHER*
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Christine Carmichael Sunday evening

Memories are roses
blooming ever more
full of fragrant sweetness
never known before
life must have a meaning
goals for which to strive
memories are lights that burn
to keep the heart alive

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HAVE A LOVELY SUNDAY FRIEND XXX

Jan Maddison Sunday morning

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Happy Halloween...
Hope you have a great night..
I bet you will dress up..
And give the angels a fright

Do you like your pumpkin?
All scary and bright
You can put your candle in it..
To keep it alight

copyright? Jackie Thomas 31/10/09.

Jan Maddison Saturday evening
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